我一直在一个巨大的COVID暴跌最近。虽然我的心情一直上上下下自三月份以来，我最近发现很难在同一时间仍然希望为一个多小时。我认为这是我们要去到底有多少更长的时间才能这样生活终于往下沉，我更多关于这将会对我的生活影响长期的思维开始。对于很多检疫的，我已经能够否认这整个事情是在任何方面受损伤对我来说，个人。我的朋友或家庭成员无死亡COVID-19的，我并没有失去我的工作，在大多数情况下，我在独处很不错。
But knowing that my life, or what I thought was my life, won’t exist for another year or so has implications for the future, and it’s been really hard to shake myself from the idea of finality–that this is the thing that will definitively decide which doors are still open to me, and which are closed. Bleak, right? And aside from not being great for my mental health, that sort of fatalistic thinking serves no actual purpose. If I decide I no longer have options, then what? Do I just give up, accept defeat? Stop trying at anything? Lie down on the floor and scream until there’s an effective vaccine? (This option sounds the best, to be honest.)
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